its not aBout you Bouts, I have always liked your optimism, when I speak about lies and deciet and not trusting its not you so stop thinking you are the center of this universe :)

you know its about the type of people who were involved, it seems you and others really believe they have gone away, I would love to believe that as well, I need to somehow get back what I have lost and before adding any more I will continue to do what I want.