Are you sorry yet? For abandoning your friend and teaming with someone who is at best totally clueless? IMO 

Do you really believe your promissory notes will be paid off? How? By issuing shares of this worthless junk? Looks to me like you would have been better off trying to get in front of JF selling. IMO 

If I were you. I would dig those knee pads out. Crawl to JP and beg forgiveness. Resign my CFO position and beg to join a potentially winning team. Cooperate with authorities with their investigation. If there is one still going on. That's what I would do anyway if I had a pile of kids to support and really no talent to make a living at anything.