You're absolutely entitled to your opinion.
I'm not sure about the being a shareholder longer than me. I doubt it.
You've certainly not been on the board as long as me. You can verify that pretty quickly by checking my profile.
I'm sure I'm as fatigued as any other shareholder and realism is a very important thing - it can protect us from getting emotional (i.e. selling when we shouldn't) or falling in love with a stock when we shouldn't. I think I'm objective enough to realize what I don't like about this story, but on the other hand, there are too many pieces that fit and point towards this eventually falling into place. I'm not going to do a dance when this stock goes up a couple of pennies, because I think we're worth many multiples of where we're at right now. If you do own this stock, I expect you think so too, otherwise why would you be here?