it sure is self defeatist, however joking about it sounds more fun than crying about it and keeping true to my feeling sure is healthier than pretending I still hold a little gem that can boom any day now. Im perfectly comfortable with the fact that Ive been screwed off and pretending otherwise at this point would make be even more of an idiot. That being said I obviously remain hopeful that someday somehow this deadly cycle will turn around or we at least get a chance to sell at a higher level. glta