You have just taken the first steps towards becoming a Jedi Master. It took me over $30k inlosses to realize that some years back. I almost gave up on trading.

Once I started looking for these silent clues as to what big money was doing and then began tradining against retail reactions (to a degree) I started making money. I had to realize trading was NOT fair from the retail view in order to gain.

Good luck, I think the bump yesterday and any gains we get will make a permit pop much better, not to mention a buyout potential offer.