You are not going nutz! I could suggest you and I and others are merely delusional. It began with our first purchases of stock and was fostered by the BOD and others over a period of several years. I gave you a thumbs up because I too feel something has been happening that will lead to what you are describing. As I recall Brian was supposed to have given Gloria a big big hug when when we won our court trial. People can still love the board if and when they deliver! ( or am I delusional again???)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Delusional_disorder