The reason for your uneasyness...is your wishful expectations. Your nervousness towards others not reciprocating will never vanish unless your expectation become more real. Joanne will probably never tell any insider info due to the rules. She may give up some emotional energy in the moment depending on her mood... Which you'll like to hear, or maybe not... It'll just blind you.

Keep the faith. Look at the figures. Trust them. And play the market like its stupid, and watch out for stockmarket bubbles... Keep it real

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50NV0UX1hiM

peace,

B