Here is a surprise for you and me: running a growing company costs money. We all have to deal with it. Suck it up or sell and move on. Being at -$70k on my $100k investment I chose the former. Not saying I am ok wit the way the story unfolds, but I accept it, as I have to accept many other things that happened and yet to happen in my life. I generally tend to accept things I have no control over as I don't want to end up in a psychiatric ward or have heart attack.