So sorry for your loss John. Even tougher at this time of year. A best friend of mine once told me that all a dog wants to do is please you....looking for a friendly scratch behind the ear or a comforting word. I’ve been in the same place that you are in now, a few times, as many here must also have been. Hang in there sir!
Merry Christmas to you and yours! regards, rob (cheapie)