Gord, you're in very good company, here is a small tidbit from Stewart Thompson's daily commentary:

4.Readership at the major gold sites is down substantially, by the stats I follow. If any of you have any stats on that, let me know what you are seeing. GoldLion reports that for all practical purposes, 100% of his personal friends, who are directors, presidents, and chairmen of many gold juniors...100% of them are 100% mentally broken and demoralized. As for the gold community, he believes many investors should be placed on suicide watch.

The tide will turn for good at some point, it obviously won't be soon enough for all of who have endured what seems like completely irrational correlation between bullion and our stock. The bad news is you have not reaped your 1000% returns yet, the good news is your still sitting at 150% return.