You don't need to apologize for expressing how you feel. You said:

" If is SOLD now I would be foolish being I have held all these years and even added this year only since adding for it to go down again, which I knew against my better judgement was the wrong thing to do of throwing good money at bad, but it was my decission to do so..."

If you really believe that eDig's making it is unlikely it would seem foolish to keep it...something is better than nothing.

Coyote