When i buy a lottery tickey, i stumble around for a few days oblivious to what's happening around me... 100% absorbed in my own days dreams. Once i check my tickets, i admit i am a little crushed. How the hell do i sneak into my bosses office and grab my resignation letter? Jessica Alba will be crushed...

SLI does the same thing to me. Once i read through all these optimistic posts, i flutter through my day, full of big dreams. Mortgage burning party planned, grande exit from day job, date (again) with Ms. Alba - check! Then i flip open the bberry, check my stock and feel that tinge of dissapointment...

I can't handle the emotions. I have a mortgage to destroy, a job to walk away from and a hot date to plan.

*fingers crossed

Ciao.