PC:
Never call yourself a "fool". Kick yourself in the butt, flail yourself with 1000 lashes, and don't eat any sweets for a week. But never call yourself a "fool".
We all make mistakes (some will admit it) and do stupid things. Something about being human.
Take stock (no pun intended) of what happened, and learn from it. You've added immeasurably to the AG boards. I hope you continue to do so.
Snug