Honeymooner you're right. Why stay in this? Same old song and dance.
Some of us might feel positive that this Project is going to happen and we express such.
You on the other hand do not. I can't say this enough just get rid of this burden in your life.
You will never show yourself when this project gets signed. Everyone I know is looking forward in saying, "we told you so". It willl just be a post.
You and I have No Idea what has been going on behind the scene for years.
I'm personally glad you are not in charge.